Sometimes I think you can just be in a fog, and wonder what is going to happen next, and leaves you with ??? 's but you don't know what to say or even what to feel expect for that all you can do is PRAY!
Last week I had apt with my cardiologist, they had to do adjustments to my pacemaker and they tried to do lots of explaining about why but I almost felt like tons of things were going through my mind. This is not what I was expecting. Jonathan was going to come with me to the dr but for some reason something came up and I told him, don't worry about it this should be short and sweet and everything will be fine. Well it was don't get me wrong, but after being there for more than 2 hours and just wanted to get back to work. Then on Thurs afternoon-1:00pm we had to go see the high risk dr. for pregnancy. Needless to say, after ultrasound, dr consult, and 7 vials of blood drawn we got to leave at almost 4:00pm. Not like what we thought either. We honestly thought this dr visit was going to be a waste of time-wow what do we know. We walked out to the parking lot together that afternoon, and just looked at each other, didn't really know what to say. Then on Friday was our regular OB apt. Gracie is out of school now so I took her with me. She got to hold the monitor and feel the baby's heart beat. She felt real special to take a part in this. More blood work which came back yesterday showing potassium to low. (For my family-I think I need to invest into the gatorade company I can not seems to get aways from it) haha. It is so interesting to see how things go sometimes. Just keep holding on to the faith
3 comments:
abstrso are you and the baby good? love ta terri
Have you heard back from all the test? I know things are overwhelming, but it is still good to know the ONE in control.
We love you, and are praying for you and baby "Jericho".
Yes still waiting on test results. I am sure everything is going to be fine though. Just waiting!
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